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i have to say goodbye.. i love you too much to see you change for the worse...

i love you unconditional... but now i know i cant be loved the way i loved you...

constantly, i feel like i have to prove myself for you...

but you must know, i'll still be around... just watching... just waiting... hoping that you would smile back again.... and see me...

HS! Cow gives birth to dude!

OMG.. i cant imagine this ever happening.. funnyshit though :)

iWILLspeak

this is something i worked on for 2 total work time.. not really best but i think it'll do :) enjoy :)

The Apple Song - Ray William Johnson

Best music evar!!!

Pacman NAILS Cotto

I started the game at round 3

Round 3 and 4 have been great rounds for the man of steel. On the round 5, Cotto hasn’t been able to connect his punches well. Thought round 6 has almost had a tumble but quickly recovered.

Round 6. Starting out as a very slow round, swift punches of Pacman were able to connect in Cottos’ narrow entrances. Doesn’t look good for Cotto. Nearing 1min, Cotto was able to connect one shot but nothing really huge. But Pacman has his MK45 going at it continuously. Ends abruptly. Next stop, round 7

Round 7. As they clean Cottos face, few cuts has been made by brutal shots. Start of round. Starting out very slow, but still Pacmans' bullets are fully placed. Huge shots by Pacman connect to clock head. This fame is just amazing. It keeps connecting and connecting but Cotto still doesn’t go down with any of the shots. Huge shot by Cotton to Pacman… it seems that Cotto is now gaining speed and some bullets in the process but Pacman is still standing tall. Cotto runs away. Pacman is looking very tired following Cotto’s fleeing abilities.

Round 8 Cottos eyes are now whole made black by punches. Start of round. First hit by Pacman, but Cotto makes his move shortly after. They keep dancing this round and Pacman disrupts the dance and continues with the fight..Cottos’ head get hits on head and looks like that hurts sooo bad. Now Cotto is dizzy but still dances. Cotto’s punches keeps going in but Pacman is still standing. Cotto keeps on holding Pacman now, pitiful.

Round 9 starts out quickly feeling each other again, punches of Pacman keeps going but not connecting. They are again feeling each other again. Both players seem very tired. Cottos punches and connects hugely in Pacman’s gloves. Pacman is now moving furiously with his guns and connects multiple bullets…. HUGE punch on Cotto and his face is now getting destroyed…. Pacman keeps connecting and Cotto is getting more and more tired and closer to death… end of round

Round 10: Cottos face is now on the rocks as they fix it. Nose bleeding heavily and is now on the move. Start of round. Starting out very slow, both seem very tired. Round 12 is just around the corner so both are placing their caution. Pacman is now on the higher end of the point system. No bullets from either side hitting their mark. Cotto keeps moving away scared of Pacman. Pacman is now connecting his punches and is now letting the punches fly. Cotto keeps moving away like a scared cat now. Two huge punches connect on Cottos face.

Round 11. Cotto’s lips just exploded, his eyes are cut and nose bleeding . Pacmans face is getting pampered. Looks like nothing happened. I think Pacman’s getting a shave! haha. Start of round. Cotto keeps moving away and noticeable boos are coming from the audience. Embarrassing for Cotto. Cottos only option now is evading all punches in order to be distinguished without anther knockout. Cotto’s is now running around like a small rat. Haha.. awe.. I feel sad for Cotto. Cotto seems to know that changes of him getting a KO is pretty high. Maybe that’s why Cotto is just moving away now.

Time now for round 12. I don’t feel any enthralling emotion now for the game. Getting pretty boring from Cotto’s movements away from Pacman. Cotto’s face looks pounded while being cleaned. Start of round. Pacman is now getting forward and hunting Cotto. Cotto is still trying to move away. Gets cornered and was unable to fight back. Holds Pacman. Referee stops fight and… PACMAN is a WIN!

Pacman is now getting his ceremonial pray at his corner. J

TKO for COTTO!

PACMAN is a WIN!

Android coming to ASIA!

I have been a huge fan of Googles' products, and nothing gets me more excited than learning that DELL is finally taking steps of placing Android based cellphones in Asia, specifically China.

yeah yeah, so some would say that alot of fake copies of the phone would spread and theres alot of guys who would be tricked in getting a fake. But common! How dumb can you actually be to even get tricked by the phones with small cheap icons at the bottom of its (not so accurate) touch screens. That just screams - FAKE! heres a link to the news of android Phones going to Asia thanks to DELL.

Two Romantic Comedy Movies i Give Two THUMBS UP!

Movie #1

The Proposal

Of course I'm gonna get this one! Ryan Reynolds is here! So is Sandra Bullock. This movie talked about a hell-bitch boss, Margaret Tate (Sandra Bullock) who forces her gorgeous assistant Andrew Paxton to marry her when she is forced deportation. The movie is filled with great laughs and very absorbing story that includes all the quirks that a family would include when joining in on the family.

Movie #2

A romantically challenged morning show producer, Abby Richter (Katherine Heigl), is reluctantly embroiled in a series of outrageous test by her chauvinistic correspondent, Mike Chadway (Gerard Butler), to prove that his theories on relationships and help her find love. His clever ploys, however, lead to an unexpected result.

Both movies get a 8.5/10

PS. I'm a sucker for happy endings

The Proposal Torrent

The Ugly Truth Torrent

The Taking Of Pelham 123: Review

Directed by Tony Scott and written by Brian Helgeland (screenplay) and John Godey (novel).
The movie is centered on a hijacking of subway Pelham 123 by Bernard Ryder (John Travolta) and the MTA dispatcher Walter Garber (Denzel Washington) in charge of that particular area in the subway. If you like action, overflowing testosterone (contributed by Denzel and Travolta) then you would definitly like this movie. Its not what you might expect in a ransom case movie with action but the meaning in the overall movie is something that is worth learning.

If movies with good story, enough action, and amazing editing is your style, then i highly recommend this movie. However, if your the kind of guy that doesnt like putting much thought in the movies you watch or you just cant understand english, then why are you reading this in the first place?

I give this move an 8/10

heres a trailer

torrent of the movie

Paranormal Activity: Review

A Film by Oren Peli. this movie in centered on a middle class couple experiencing some disturbing haunting.
Now i wouldn't like to compare this to the amazing cult classic, the Blair Witch Project but it has a few key notes that it has taken from that movie. But to where the first movie excelled almost immediately, this one on the other hand took awhile to get popularized. It was shown on 2007 in selected cities and due to popular demand, it has gone US-wide on 2009 and world wide via torrent sites. hehe.
I just have to say this, this movie gives some new feelings on how a horror film is shown. You get the feeling of real shock on what is happening and some pretty good scare. the ending is also well done. I highly recommend this movie to fans of get your socks off kind of scare. But if your the type that gets scared with small spiders or cute dolls, then i say watch this in the day, you might have the next few says sleepless and twitchy :)

give the film an 8.5/10

PS. personally, i wasn't that impressed with the ending but it was still good enough to give an after taste.

here's the trailer

Paranormal Activity Torrent

The Robot Man

this is by far the best robot dance i have ever seen! Evar!

Typhoon Ketsana and Parma Hits Luzon

Typhoon Ketsana and Parma hits with catastrophic results. Hundreds homes destroyed and thousands left homeless in one of Luzons most destructive waves of typhoons. a death toll that leaves families helpless and unable to recover. Let us all join in on our efforts to help each other especially in these times of great need by the many.

TODAY by Jack McPhee

Today

Today was a day
The world got smaller, darker
I grew more afraid
Not of what I am, but of what I could be

I loosen my collar to take a breath
My eyes fade
And I see... Him
The image of perfection
His frame strong, his lips smooth

And I keep thinking, What am I so afraid of?
I wish I could escape the pain, but these thoughts invade my head
Bound to my memory, they're like shackles of guilt
Oh, God, please set me free
Free from the pain and this guilt
So that I may face

Tomorrow

my first MOCA email

MOCA,

I feel glad that last night(his birthday) Makoi and I finally arrived at a decision of getting back to each other for the second time. We are both promising better communication, better understanding and support for each other. I love the feeling but im threatened by the fact that what happened(break up) will happen again but who cares? He's the only man who can make me happy.

I am busy today so i'll email you longer mail nextime.

later MOCA,


Dear BOI BAKAT,

"I am happy for you." -- think of this statement as i continue this email. You might start to misconstrued the following but do remember that "I am happy for you." :)

First of is the reality.
I wasn't really an avid fan of the talk show "tyra"
however
there is a lesson that i picked up from an episode.

The lesson goes like this,
"Don't let the time spent together help you decide that to do next."

We often hear people say
"...but we spent so much time together, i cant just let go of that!"
and
"he has grown in me, i know him 'coz we've been together for so long now."
and plenty more statements.

here's the first thing to think about,
what has been the time spent with him like? an upbringing or an entire mistake?

second on the list is,
has it really been what both of you wanted.
if its gonna be a one way road where the other doesn't want to compromise after conversation or even fights,
then in the end,
the submissive side would start to resent in the future.
And yes, Resent in the deepest meaning of the word.

lastly is the pride.
yes, i do know you two are proud enough to tell your parents about your "US" thing.
Over the course of 7 (am i correct? 7 years or was that 10?) or so years, has anything changed on your pride for each other?
evaluate and re-evaluate
dont be biased when doing this
is the other proud that he is with the other and not anyone else?

OH! i almost forgot
after this
try to be dumb :D
being to logical can actually mess the entire thing :D hehe
ironic aint it?
love is one of the most serious steps that a person would take,
yet ironically, being to serious would actually mess the entire thing up.

Twitter Box

i just placed a twitter box at the right panel of my blog. i update this pretty frequently, almost the same frequency as my facebook to keep posted :D you might discover what my real personality is :D take care

Disby boxy

I just set-up a box on the right pannel that states "TOK2MI".
Basically, its a way for you, my dear readers to chat with me or to talk to me :D
have fun and looking forward on our conversations soon. Take care

Courier: Microsofts Answer to Apple?

This looks really nice. The concept and look really stands out. While i was looking at the demo video, it seemed to be like the UI is pretty intuitive. Unlike Apple, Microsoft has been making some flashy interface with their software and programs lately. Take for example the opening look for MS office 2010 (I'm using it right now) and before the whole thing loads, it gives you this very polished loading screen. The application itself is far more responsive and things are in the right place as you want it to. Another this is Zunes new software, its been very flashy from the opening video to the UI itself. Very very interesting. I do hope this Courier thing is doing the same thing plus a intuitive interface and back up from all the other developers for further advance its development. If this goes well, I'll buy this for my birthday :D I'll be keeping post of this device.. very promising :D

Digsby 65 Beta

ive been using this application back then. But the pain of this eating my RAM was a little too much to take. It lagged my computer and make all my work slow. But new version is a huge improvement from the past one. mainly, its compatible with windows 7 (which is my current OS right now). It has this streamline new look and the facebook account is something that really lets me excited talking about. You can commend directly in Digsby in a fast and easy process. Check the video out to see what im saying plus alot more features...

If i had a power...

If i had a power, it'll be the ability to know how to make someone fall back inlove with me. I know that i have dont wrong things, so did he. But this would render me capable of fixing things and making things move forward. Instead of pondering on what wrong things we've done in the past. Just forgive and forger the tension. I'm hoping that this is the last post made regarding the past faults. Time to just hold on and work things out.

I was once able to see clearly. Now my vision is blurred, its time to use the clear water and wash away the tears that covered both our eyes... time to just kiss and make up :D

Daemon... uplifting -

In the recent days, i have been going through the net scavenging ways to take back the chemistry that we once had. One that i have learned is that i have to be good again. Go back to the kind of guy that i was before i was hit by the depression. At least that way, i could go back to who i was with him the first time. If he still moves away, then atleast i was able to find myself. If i turn successful, he will know that he can still be a part of that. The about 2 days ago, i was ramaging through the blogs i follow, i found this interesting connection with a blogger. I related so much to the posts that he was making. Feeling down yet was still able to stand up after and actually have fun. Im learning from him so i can fix my situation with my guy right now. I just hope it works though, all the while being able to find a friend in other people.. :D

The blog im referring to is now placed in the blogs i follow at the right area of this blog >>>>

im getting up this time

i got beat up
i got dropped down
dont trust nobody
have ta' look at your shoulders constantly

Its best to have friends...

sometimes, when the world has delt its cards, its better to make your own deck with your own rules for the game. Thats where friends and love ones come along. I've been having a hard time recently, from my sister leaving, to the amount of work in school, and the frequency of additional stuff to take care of. Love life wasnt much of a help either so i resorted to something more open, my friends. Mark has always been a good friend to me, helped me by being a shoulder to cry on and a friend to talk to. He is my best male friend. Another friend that i would like to commend is Kristin, she doesnt know the entire situation, but even though, shes helped me so much also. I have tried to be there for both Mark and Kristin and i hope its serves its purpose :D to my best of friends, i miss you and thank you for being there :D

All I do need is…

Today might just be another day in the countless days that has made the world a different place. For the ocean of people, this might just be another day. But for me, this day has changed. A man has changed me, forcing me to mature. I welcome the change. Though I slip once-in-awhile, I am welcoming the change. I stand in my fault driven pavement created by the rocky roads of the past and the childish skills. Now I understand that the actions has already taken its toll. I have made him fall out in some ways. The nonsense calls that I make, desperate to hear his voice again. To my exceedingly nagging sentences, thinking that the worst is always coming. Today, I realize that thinking nothing but positive for him does help. There was once a time that I was convulsing mentally, worrying that he might have lost his phone coz he wasn’t texting, only to learn that he left his phone accidentally due to a rush of things. The cost was great. I called a friend, and asked about him and another friend that was there in that area of work. The truth might have slipped. I had to know that he’s ok. My intentions were just as clean as crystal, but just as the crystal, the light was bended to the other direction where I did not intend it to be. My intentions wouldn’t justify my action. Now, I am stuck again between a rock and a hard place. But compared to him, I only taste a drop in water in his ocean of problems. I have divulged him things that I could just share the closest of friends, but there are more secrets that I have that I will be confiding. (I wonder if he will ever confide to me again). I think im trust worthy, I think im a good man but now that all this things are happening. I feel the need to rethink that I have still many things to learn - from him, my self, my experience, and all the other countless sources that I will encounter. I have waited for so so long for a man like him. And no matter how rich a man can be, he can never afford a man like him to fade. The truth is, I NEED to let him stay – for my sanities sake. I need to experience a love that would last with a good man. Is he the good man that I have waited for, or is he the greatest man that I can never keep. And I don’t know if I am worthy. So I stand now in my fault driven pavement, welcoming change. A change for the better. If he reads this, know that I am in the verge of change so please just give me time… all I need is time.

From the dear author…

Feelgay

Ass Kicking Moves!

have you ever dont this?? funniest shit ever (and im saying that in a clean way)

Mr. Wishful thinking

Stand up. Walk to the door. i have to clean the little corners of my mind...

Dance'o'rama

i was playing in facebook just awhile back and a friend of mine sent me a message...

this was the link to the vid...

i reminded me of something.... ahhhh! yes.. the classic.. evolution of dance video :D

Fight Club: The Novel

One of the my most favorite movies is Fight Club. the mere execution is amazing. But that just got me sooo curious as to where it came from until i stumbled that it came from a novel. reading the novel now, i understood why it came to be. the style, the story, and the shear scare of the movie was definitely in the book. its a short book but nevertheless it was an amazing read. Not dull, not even usual. It was the feeling that it made the reader feel that made me feel amazed.

Book: i rate this 9/10

amazing

Push (2009)

Drected by: Paul McGuigan
Written by: David Bourla

this movie is amazing... from the effects to the story... the best part of this movie is that it doesn't concentrate too much on dazzling your eyes, it makes you look deeper and concentrate on the story much more :D

this is also the first time that i would be able to see Dakota Fanning look matured and would you believe, she actually gets drunk and even swears :D hahahah

i give this movie a 7.5/10 :D

Push Torrent

Drag Me To Hell: Review

Directed by: Sam Raimi. Written by: Sam Raimi and Ivan Raimi.

Darn, I've watched this movie about a month ago already and today is the time i have to make a blog of it -That's just sad. Anyway, going back to the movie. If your a huge fan of 'Army of Darkness' and horror comedy movies, i suggest you watch this. If not, you might want to look somewhere else. Sam Raimi is the maker of the spiderman movies and his style and story telling does seep into this movie. From the intro to the comedy and action, it all comes together as a movie made with his trademark.

It was an OK movie for me. nothing that special but still watchable. I give it a solid 6.5/10

Drag Me To Hell Torrent

Old Antics has to Leave

May it be called need or may it be called want. Never-the-less, Guys4men has been referred to as a requirement for gay guys across the globe. A sort of sanctuary that exists due to the fact that there is no other way for some to meet other people of the same kind. Everyone participating there are most certainly gay, confused, or curious. It also does away from the risk that the guy your meeting and "dating" is just a kind straight dude. But as sure as you are that that guy is gay maybe, you wont experience the sweating moments, butterflies in the stomach and the shaking hands. Most guys there are plainly there for the usual sexual encounter -- dull, shallow, and unemotional. Thats why some guys, like me, are opting to just bump into Mr. Right and get hitched from there on. But before that even happens, im going to concentrate on my real friends and just stay away from such sites. Some of you who are reading this might have a different perspective. Please do comment, i'd like to know what you think....

Timesquare RACECAR

talk about slick man! awesome!!!

Jay Brannan

Ive been following this guys songs and i absolutly am a fan of this guy... Hope you enjoy this!

Itogon Getaway

Being idle for the past few days, i was invited by my best friend Mark to this itogon getaway with his blockmates :D Luckily, some of them are people that i have already been familiar with and some are people i know of. So gleefully, i joined the gang in the travel. It took us about 45min to reach the area. As i we arrived at the destination, we learned that a resort there was closed due to some tragic event (warning: dont let your children swim in the adult area). so we went to the second best place -- an area they call family 2. Personally, i liked the simplicity of the place and the lack of restrictions in drink (yes, we drank GSM blue -- 3 bottles for about 7 guys). The pools werent really that well made but then again, they were shallow enough so that 5'4" foot guys like me dont drown but deep enough to be able to dive from the ledge. The size of the pool is decent enough. I get to swim from end to end for about 30 seconds in my full speed. Then there are the hot pools, that felt like they were really trying hard to roast your balls. It was really really hot, i say my condolence for those eggs that were boiled there... (silence)..... :)

.After a few hours, we ate the food that was bought in Good Taste and the prayer was led by the Birthday Girl. And just like any other party, we dug in and took pictures. here are some of those pictures :)

Google Chrome: Review

Talk about speed in all its glory... I really like the minimalist look of this browser. Its a refreshing side step from multi-purpose firefox i used so much. Right now, its my default browser and i havent been happier with its performance. Recently, i have updated with its 2.0 version and things are pretty much going for it so much. This time, you can delete individual previews in the default home. Theres also this feature that makes you do an action similar to that of windows 7, where you drag the browser to the side of the screen then a pop up will show and you can make a window occupy about half of the screen. This is especially useful when comparing some stuff. Aside from that, theres the incognito mode where you can search the net privately and no trace would be left in your computer after you close it.

i give this browser 9.0/10

to learn more click here

to download click here

X-men Origins: Wolverine Review

Its been about a week and a half since i saw this film. Sorry for taking so long but I've been really busy. Anyway, lets get back to Wolverine: Origins.

This movie represents how the X-men movie should have been made. It should've stuck with the comics. I mean common, if your gonna make an X-men movie or any other movie with a very deep, interesting and well founded past, then you have to stick with it. The past X-men movies have completely changed the story, the feel, and the over all appeal of the film. For those who say that they changed the story in order to be more appropriate for the movie feel, you can go outside and go fuck yourself coz I wont buy it. COMMON PEOPLE! Spiderman stuck to the concept and the story line, sure not the dialogue but the drive of the story was there. And thats where Wolverine gets its appeal. it stuck close to its roots and delivered it without compromise. It was fun witty and over all great movie. The characters were great, although crush ng sister ko si Agent Zero, mine will still be (sorry Jericho, but i have to give it to him in the movie) Deadpool played by Ryan Reynolds. :) He is the hottest thing alive... lava hot, supernova hot. If he bit me, i'd melt in his mouth :D haha..

The special effects were great! The story was even better (as supported by the fact that the DVD incomplete version was successful even without that much effects)

i give it 8.6/10

X-men Origins: Wolverine Torrent

Coolest Single Ladies: the Drag-ons!

Last night, on my drive back to Baguio, i noticed a Filipino version of Single ladies on the radio. i was laughing my ass of so i thought of blogging it. i searched everywhere but couldn't find the specific song. then i ran into this. OMG! god save me :D super funny and so talented :D hahahahha

I AM NOT A GOOD DRINKER

About two years ago was the last time I got wasted, luckily it happened in the presence of my Brother and my Cousin. Now after two years, i got the crave of experiencing the black-out of memories with the same set of people. Now, dont get me wrong, I'm the kind of person that doesn't actually like drinking and going to heaven. More like i was the kind of guy that limits himself when getting tipsy was well on its way. The reason is simple, I AM NOT A GOOD DRINKEr -- three shots and im out.

Anyway, going back to the previews topic.. about what happened.

It all started with the idle moments in life. The time in life that you get stuck at home, doing house hold choirs and cleaning like there's no tomorrow. Well, who can blame me? but seriously, for me, that is just way too feminine. So, i decided to do something a bit stupid, a bit manly, and a bit random. I drank. I drank vodka and gin. In no time, i got knocked out and i was sleeping in the bed. As i woked up, first thing i checked was any chunks of meat on my face. :D haha
This is the picture of me that they took with my camera. esh :D

Gears of War 2

Me and my Cousin went to my brothers house. He persuaded me to stay there and what better way to let the time pass than to finished a game :D here is my review of gears of war 2, which we finished for about 18 hours non stop :D haha



First expression we had was, DAMN, nice graphics :D haha.. Feels like unreal tournament 3 with a story! The game was gory, gorgeous, and graphical. It had a fairly good story :D Starting of from the start to finish, i loved the cover system and the amount of detail that went in the making of this game. There were moments that our jaws just fell with the sheer size of the environment and enemies... They make you take hold of a vast array of vehicles,weapons, and animals. I've played the first part and was quite disappointed, however, this part was far from that. No longer is the game linear, boring and repetitive. This part was exceptionally made. You completely feel immersed in the environment it makes. The action was brilliant which, at times, made me to completely cast off my attention at the gorgeous environment. If you have an Xbox360, I highly recommend this game to be bought. But heed my warning, it is a cliff-hanger ending which really makes you want a lot more to it :D have fun...

i give it 8.8/10 :D

Relativity

My cousins have visited Baguio again, and through much naggins, i was finaly persuaded to visit them. But before i went, i new i had to bring some fun stuff - my camera, cards (its a habbit :D) and i was hoping for some beer or something but opted for some extra cash, we might starting doing some betting game :D

As i arrived, we immideiately played with the camera and all through the visit we were using it.. here are some of the pictures taken that day. after that, sure enough, we started doing some bet game. Damn, i lost like 50 bucks hahaha :D well its a good thing that i played with my cousins and lost, the money would just rotate around us sometime soon.. hope i win next time :D

mean while, enjoy the pictures weve taken :D

New Mornings

Waking up with Another


past new days' been lonely and empty
stuck in a place called my bedroom
i wake up with Me,Myself and I
i wanted to wake up for another

grasp the glass and made coffee
the bitter taste of groggy
i crept to the bench outside the house
played the dog and wondered aloof

i stare at another day as the sun rose
and crept again to view the bird
i took my shot and there we have it L&G
coffee works, waking up with another

Adobong Manoke!

Talk about being sosi while cooking...

tagal na nitong vid na to pero i still find it funny :D hhaa

the Chef is hot though :D haha

Paquiao: The cost of a dirty fight

From for the blog

From for the blog

Today, May 3, Pacman Paquiao and Hitman Hatton fight off in the ring as two strong titled boxers in MGM Grand in Las Vegas.

Round 1:
Both fighters felt each other's (no pun intended) pace, but Manny was clearly feeling more than the other could. Although with Hattons' holding and grasping, Pacman was able to let loose from the clutches of a dirty man. i give to Hattons way that he can destroy an opponents momentum, but Manny proved too strong for him to handle. Alas, round one ends with two falls from Hatton.

Round 2:
This is the time of the big one. Pacman has achieved what he can learn from the previews round and it shows in this round. His punches that fly, swiftly contacts Hattons' amidst all the blocks and such. One particular shot hits Hatton square in the jaw and falls flat. seconds later, Manny "Pacman" Paquiao is declared winner once again. :D

Pacman is good at what he does that one even said "greatest fighter that ever lived"...



As a breaker- a word from Ant The Comedian
"Boxing is made by gay men, where have you ever seen two topless guys fight each other for a belt and a purse?"

UBUNTU installed and loving

I have been working hard on fixing my sisters laptop and i finally decided on  using Ubuntu as the new OS... and i have impressed myself, i was able to actually fix it... i have to tell you that Ubuntu 9.04 is one sweet OS, its eye catching with all the eye candy and productive. Everything about Ubuntu is free, i have yet to find an application that i have to pay for before using... although the computer is highly beautiful to say the least, i have to agree with the downside. It is one hella hard program to learn... its like learning a whole new different language - Chinese parse! its that hard to learn but then again, some people have made how-to videos in you tube and that is some ways that i have finally learn the basics... another downside that i have so say is that ubuntu will format your entire hard disk (that's what happened to me the first time). So before you do anything like installing a new OS, back up all your data first... other than that, its complete happiness for me...

its fast, graphical, productive, and stable enough to use :D.. have fun with the video...

Break Before Rain

i felt like making this story is gonna be hard work, so im proposing that i make snippets of how the story is doing so far.. i might be able to finish this about a year from now :D here is a brief snippet... i would be posting it when i have finished with the whole chapter.

Break Before Rain
(teaser)
by: Von Adrain Lora Flores

Chapter One

The Other Friend

I was walking down the once empty stairs of cathedral but now a man sat at the very end soaked from the rain. I stood wondering why he sat there at the very end where the shelter could not reach him. His cloths were of good quality. Great shoes, tattered pants and shirt that looked designer made - it fit him perfectly. His face had certain flare of content, almost glad with his rain drenched cloths. Then i remembered the umbrella tuck away in the trunk of my car. I ran, i ran frantically. Up the stairs then to my car until i realized that i was now standing in the rain, opening the trunk to take the umbrella. I grasped it quickly and turned to the stairs. I stopped, I haulted, I was gazing at him as he stood there at the top of the stairs, looking at me. Now i was in the rain, panting, and he was staring at me. No longer is the contented expression seen in his face, rather, a look of unease now engulfed him. His eyes-brows nearing each other and his mouth slightly open. I had the umbrella on my hand, but i did not open it. I just stood there.

He stared at me as i marveled as his stance. Smart, built, calm and no longer panting. My eyes wondered, his body showed its form as his wet cloths stuck to his body like a glove. He had the figure a bit larger than of a swimmer but still well toned. Some of his abs declared their presence known. The rain drops that fell in my eyes took me off of my concentration. Then I wondered silently at my predicament. I, the man that was suppose to shelter him, am left here as rain wetted my body. I wanted to move closer until my vision swayed. It was only then that i noticed that Mac, my best friend, grasped my shoulder and jerked my shoulder gently. i glanced quickly at the umbrella that was now over my head.

"You ok?", he asked as he opened his black jacket and took a hankerchief from the inner pocket.

I stared at his face until i realized that i wasnt looking at the man earlier. I glanced back, he was gone. Looked back at Mac and stuttered to say, "...uh...yeah. im ok." He offered my his hankercheif  so i took it and wiped my face.

We started to move towards the church, not before glancing one last time at the top of the stairs - He was definitly gone.

As I entered the church, some of my friends asked questions of concern. Only then did i notice the cold rain on my shoulder. I started to shiver slightly but pushed on. The walk seemed longer than the usual, as if the end was moving further and further. Arriving at the coffin, there i gazed at his form. He always wanted to be burried fashionable, designer shirt and tattered pants with shoes designed specifically for him.

i am SINGLE, i am FREE

Been Single for almost a month now and i am loving the single life. Not in the reasons like going out for sex because god knows i dont do that. More like i love the freedom, the attention that you give yourself in order to improve. I've taken film making in UP Baguio and would be going to enroll for piano lessons in Musar. Would be traveling to a couple of beaches soon and would learn surfing, hopefully. One other good practice while im single is finding new friends. I do friend dating, which means that i go out and spend time with people and be real humans with them (with no shenanigans after). But then again, i am only human... im lucky still though, im not feeling the crave to be human. :D

Breakdawn

been busy lately. i was attending a crash course film making in UP Baguio. and after a week of studying, Ma'am Celeste Lumasae gave us a day to work on our film...

here is the film i have just made.. hope you guys like it.. one day filming and post-processing...

Carpool

UP Baguio. 03:15pm April 22,09

      I was attending a film making crash course in UP Baguio yesterday when our instructor showed us a short film.. this one completely impressed me. i was hoping to share it with you guys. I score it 8.5/10

Random Thought

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means you've decided to see life beyond the imperfections.
So, don't say you're happy because everything is alright.
Be happy because everything sucks but you're just fine...

Military Gay Anyone?

ok... so maybe im a bit late with the update about the PMA. But for those who havent heard of it yet, heres a run down of what shocked me this morning while surfing the net...

In an episode of the morning show, Umagang Kay Ganda. Lt. Col. Romeo Brawner Jr., Army spokesman, said that they do not discriminate anyone in the army (that includes LGBT). as long as they are physically, mentally, and emotionally fit - they are a welcome addition to the military. They also expect that the number of applicants are to increase this summer due to better facilities and equipments.


hope everything gets pushed through... hmmmm... next one is...

GAY MARRIAGE ANYONE?