The Robot Man

this is by far the best robot dance i have ever seen! Evar!

Typhoon Ketsana and Parma Hits Luzon

Typhoon Ketsana and Parma hits with catastrophic results. Hundreds homes destroyed and thousands left homeless in one of Luzons most destructive waves of typhoons. a death toll that leaves families helpless and unable to recover. Let us all join in on our efforts to help each other especially in these times of great need by the many.

TODAY by Jack McPhee

Today

Today was a day
The world got smaller, darker
I grew more afraid
Not of what I am, but of what I could be

I loosen my collar to take a breath
My eyes fade
And I see... Him
The image of perfection
His frame strong, his lips smooth

And I keep thinking, What am I so afraid of?
I wish I could escape the pain, but these thoughts invade my head
Bound to my memory, they're like shackles of guilt
Oh, God, please set me free
Free from the pain and this guilt
So that I may face

Tomorrow

my first MOCA email

MOCA,

I feel glad that last night(his birthday) Makoi and I finally arrived at a decision of getting back to each other for the second time. We are both promising better communication, better understanding and support for each other. I love the feeling but im threatened by the fact that what happened(break up) will happen again but who cares? He's the only man who can make me happy.

I am busy today so i'll email you longer mail nextime.

later MOCA,


Dear BOI BAKAT,

"I am happy for you." -- think of this statement as i continue this email. You might start to misconstrued the following but do remember that "I am happy for you." :)

First of is the reality.
I wasn't really an avid fan of the talk show "tyra"
however
there is a lesson that i picked up from an episode.

The lesson goes like this,
"Don't let the time spent together help you decide that to do next."

We often hear people say
"...but we spent so much time together, i cant just let go of that!"
and
"he has grown in me, i know him 'coz we've been together for so long now."
and plenty more statements.

here's the first thing to think about,
what has been the time spent with him like? an upbringing or an entire mistake?

second on the list is,
has it really been what both of you wanted.
if its gonna be a one way road where the other doesn't want to compromise after conversation or even fights,
then in the end,
the submissive side would start to resent in the future.
And yes, Resent in the deepest meaning of the word.

lastly is the pride.
yes, i do know you two are proud enough to tell your parents about your "US" thing.
Over the course of 7 (am i correct? 7 years or was that 10?) or so years, has anything changed on your pride for each other?
evaluate and re-evaluate
dont be biased when doing this
is the other proud that he is with the other and not anyone else?

OH! i almost forgot
after this
try to be dumb :D
being to logical can actually mess the entire thing :D hehe
ironic aint it?
love is one of the most serious steps that a person would take,
yet ironically, being to serious would actually mess the entire thing up.

Twitter Box

i just placed a twitter box at the right panel of my blog. i update this pretty frequently, almost the same frequency as my facebook to keep posted :D you might discover what my real personality is :D take care

Disby boxy

I just set-up a box on the right pannel that states "TOK2MI".
Basically, its a way for you, my dear readers to chat with me or to talk to me :D
have fun and looking forward on our conversations soon. Take care

Courier: Microsofts Answer to Apple?

This looks really nice. The concept and look really stands out. While i was looking at the demo video, it seemed to be like the UI is pretty intuitive. Unlike Apple, Microsoft has been making some flashy interface with their software and programs lately. Take for example the opening look for MS office 2010 (I'm using it right now) and before the whole thing loads, it gives you this very polished loading screen. The application itself is far more responsive and things are in the right place as you want it to. Another this is Zunes new software, its been very flashy from the opening video to the UI itself. Very very interesting. I do hope this Courier thing is doing the same thing plus a intuitive interface and back up from all the other developers for further advance its development. If this goes well, I'll buy this for my birthday :D I'll be keeping post of this device.. very promising :D

Digsby 65 Beta

ive been using this application back then. But the pain of this eating my RAM was a little too much to take. It lagged my computer and make all my work slow. But new version is a huge improvement from the past one. mainly, its compatible with windows 7 (which is my current OS right now). It has this streamline new look and the facebook account is something that really lets me excited talking about. You can commend directly in Digsby in a fast and easy process. Check the video out to see what im saying plus alot more features...

If i had a power...

If i had a power, it'll be the ability to know how to make someone fall back inlove with me. I know that i have dont wrong things, so did he. But this would render me capable of fixing things and making things move forward. Instead of pondering on what wrong things we've done in the past. Just forgive and forger the tension. I'm hoping that this is the last post made regarding the past faults. Time to just hold on and work things out.

I was once able to see clearly. Now my vision is blurred, its time to use the clear water and wash away the tears that covered both our eyes... time to just kiss and make up :D

Daemon... uplifting -

In the recent days, i have been going through the net scavenging ways to take back the chemistry that we once had. One that i have learned is that i have to be good again. Go back to the kind of guy that i was before i was hit by the depression. At least that way, i could go back to who i was with him the first time. If he still moves away, then atleast i was able to find myself. If i turn successful, he will know that he can still be a part of that. The about 2 days ago, i was ramaging through the blogs i follow, i found this interesting connection with a blogger. I related so much to the posts that he was making. Feeling down yet was still able to stand up after and actually have fun. Im learning from him so i can fix my situation with my guy right now. I just hope it works though, all the while being able to find a friend in other people.. :D

The blog im referring to is now placed in the blogs i follow at the right area of this blog >>>>